It's been one of those day's. I swear it feels like a Monday. I feel like I can't accomplish anything. My life is just crazy right now. I want something so bad right now. I just don't know how to get it. My mind is just turning. I want instant results when I know it is never possible. Perhaps, it might be a long process. I have to keep telling myself to be patience. I have been doing a lot of thinking about life lately. I have such a terrible fear of the unknown. I am a planner -- I like to know where, when, and why. That's me. When there is doubt, I get very nervous.

Anyway, I came across America's Famous PornBitch bulletin. I was told that Howard K Stern took the stand that day and stated what he believes Anna Nicole Smiths wishes were. She wanted to be buried next to her son in the Bahamas. I guess I just don't understand why her mother feels the need to fight for her daughters body when she did not even know her. Why not just let her be buried next to her son. Why fight over it? Get real, what a circus. Anyway, this story has expired and why do I brag over it??

What a bitch her mom was,