I think I am suffering from writer's block. I have so many things that I would love to write about but when it comes to the time to type, my mind goes blank. I have always loved to write but I am always lazy. It has always been my escape and my way of dealing with my feelings. Well as a teenager I scribbled alot on a piece of paper/worksheets. It always hepled me feel better. I anaylze everything. I drive everyone nuts. I think of everything. What people do say, what they don't say, I'm anaylizing it all. It sometimes drives me nuts being like this.

On the other hand, that is just how I am and who I am. I have to have a way of expressing my feelings or I go crazy inside. Some would say that I wear my heart on my sleeve. I put so much time and thought into things. When others don't do the same for me it hurts. I tend to think everyone thinks like me, which always leads me to a let down,or disappointment in my life.

God I'm sleepy,