Confession Time

"Nobody wants to be lonely, nobody wants to cry"

Seriously, who the hell wants to be lonely? Why should I be in the first place. I have lots of friends that I trust. I have many of them whom I considered my sex partner. I can't tell you who they are because it is my dirty little secret okay.

So anyway, I had sex almost everytime at a mall. I do it openly so that everyone see it with their own eyes. I want them to think that I am the only fucking person that they've evar met. Haha. Is that a joke? Okay whatever. I made up the story actually. It's crap.

Alright. That's not the whole point here. Everyone told me that I'm neither fat nor I look like Randy Jackson at any angle. But then, why on earth I have a canon-sized thigh if you think I AM not fat. How do you explain that? Tell me please. I hate to grumble over this sorta thing because it's just stupid. I know. You cannot blame me. This is how I express myself when I look at my relection. Blogging is a platform for me to let the whole wide world know of my situation -- me being fat or skinny.

I want to make this as an important issue and tell the world that being skinny is still the best. No, this isn't a joke okay. I love humans like I love Paris Hilton. I don't really stereotype people for who they are. I'm never like that. When I say I want to be skinny and hell I want to make it work, I'm not being sacarstic in anyway alright, hunney.

With that being said, I want to say this to each and everyone of you that, I am fat. Okay "ABIT FAT". Does that make any sense? My eyes do not play any tricks.

Labels: Being Skinny, Confession