& I'm sitting here with a blank expression that I could not even fathom out whether it's really a piece of oblivion or a piece of serenity. At times, I just want to rewind and keep on re-winding till I get to do something right but it's as good as gathering the wind in my hand which I will never capture. So I tell myself over and over again to get things done right. Oh well, at least to try my best. But hey look (stare me, watch me whatever) at me. God, my parents will totally disown me if what I've done has come to their knowledge.

Precisely, you may think what's the worst could I've done other than over-spending my allowance for the month (April, The Biggest Spree Evar). Hahaha. Your view of me would not even matter because it's not even half as true of what I think of myself. What is it that I want you to think of me?? Some happy spoilt brat who comes to school to do nothing but to flirt?? That is fucking shit. Well, I have not welcome you guys to my house, haven't I? Perhaps, I will invite some though; in your dreams.

Nothing further, Your Highness.