Wasted Relationship

That's it!!! It's the end!

I have been with this BF for almost, say, 2 years and I thought our relationship was a very serious one. We have talked about so many things. Oh not to mention, we also see each other very often.

Anyway, I hope everyone is happy that my relationship with a "MAN" that I treasured and loved alot ended. In other words, it's not a happy ending whatever that means alright. Know why? It's simply because no words such as "Breakup" or any form was used at all!

Girls, we've been through alot physically and emotionally than any guys in this planet. One thing is for sure, our generation of guys simply do not know the meaning of the term 'being treasured'! How stupid can they be? We've sacrificed our love, we've put so much endurance, we gave our best and put so much hopes thinking "Oh they are the 'perfect' ones in our eyes" blah blah blah, we gave up our dignity because we always trusted and believed in them, we prioritised them more than our bestfriends you name it and what the f**k we got in return???? BEING DUMPED! Was that even a perfect word to use?

After all the efforts (we don't care about their efforts much because their efforts cannot be compared with ours) we've put in, is this the kind of treatment we should accept in return? Totally unnacceptable. I've been asking myself why is that everytime I met someone who seems very nice, they turned out to be a complete assholes. Does anyone of you have been in this situation before? It's like I should put myself to blame for being dumb now alright.

*Tearing* I guess I shall just keep this short and stop whatever I'm doing because I don't feel like continuing this post. I am really sorry. I have alot to say but oh well........

I don't doubt that he loves me. If that's the case, why would he do this?