Fauzi Rassull: Singapore's Only Male Bitch

Singapore's Only Male Bitch

Update:
"PLEASE LA! What the fuck with "FR EXPOSED" person! "
JUST STOP!

number 1: stop spreading it.
number 2: don't disguise as me
number 3: never use "FR". Irritating.

Apparently, an alienated creature of god crawled most of our dear bloggers (who are based in the Philippine) and leave "FR EXPOSED" tags everywhere. That's right. I really do not know the intention of this creature. I am not sad. Neither am I loving it. I'm somewhere in between!! Gees. What is really wrong with the world???

I am so fucken sure this chain of "FR EXPOSED" shit will not stop. I swear. Now that my blog is partially known in the Philippine, where else does this creature want to bring "FR EXPOSED" tag to?? America?? England? Indonesia? Zimbabwe? Fuck off.

Oh I am not going to apologise for what happened, okay. Blame that "FR EXPOSED" person. Why do I need to apologise in the first place?

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Anyways, 1 2 3 and POOOOF!!!
See what I"ve got in my gmail. Another surprise from two GORGEOUS people (I SWEAR I LOVE THEM ESPECIALLY... ok stop)

Meet Dougie Clarkson and Vanessa Jones!!!!
Eh eh, I don't know why but I really really love this. I died =))

click click click to zoom innnnn

*SEND YOUR VERSION TO MY GMAIL PEOPLE!!!
fauzirassull@gmail.com that is.

Labels: Am I Fat?, Attention, famous, Namesigns

RE: Skinny Is Not The In Thing

Take note. I am going to blog about the usual -- being thinpirational.

Yes, I am a thinspired moron from planet Mars before and I am still. If anywhoo out there who bloody think "skinny is not the innnnn thang", think again! I want to clear some issues with EVERYONE (especially YOU) who seems to have a major/huge/bigg/fat problem with me. As they already know, I do not have any goddamn problem with anyone and worse, with you. Picking a fight. Quarrelling here and there using text messages is sooo not the inn thang, hunney. It is also not Fauzi Rassull if you ask me, okay.

As you have mentioned, skinny is not in anymore. Who in this world cares, eh? Either if I want to be thin or fat, it does not concern people or any nature around us okay. The point is, I do not want to die from any kind of chronic diseases -- a disease whereby fat people are usually the victims of this terrible sickness. It's better to die from unnatural death if you were to ask me. I know this sound abit kerazzyy but whatev.

And being thin is also about Fashion (besides health)! Thin people look great with every clothes they put on. Look at the medias! Media plays an important role in everyone's life. They thinspired us me even more. Skinny may not be the inn thang I suppose but hey, don't get me wrong. Skinny is inn in every media ya'll! Hence, speak and ask yourself this before shooting balls everywhere and didn't hit the target. I don't want to talk much about media like as if I know alot about them unlike you. You are the only person who knows them best. Perhaps, you crap alot as well.

Back on track. I kinda feel I'm going fat soon. I binged eating earlier on. I didn't control my food intakes. I couldn't careless with my diet and everything. Tell me I am going to be fat now! Well at least someone is happy that I'm going fat. Right, Anatollia?

So what now?

I am fat! Everyone is happy about this. I know. But, FUCK YOU ALL. Remember this, okay. Fuck all of you who has been trying so hard to hate me and pull me down. But the point is, I just won't go down. That's it.

With that being said, I still love you because you're still my friend. Do you actually consider me as your friend in the first place? Tell me. Even if you don't, I still consider you one of the bunch. Don't worry too much.

OH MY GOD, DO I SOUND LIKE A TYPICAL SCUMBAG?
I meant a bitch who rant like a granny ol' nannny nannny poo poo to you?

Whatever you say
Good night!

Labels: Am I Fat?, Being Skinny, bigeratic, binge eating, Bitching, Fat, Thinspiration, thinspired, thinspo

Binge Eating Is NOT Fauzi Rassull

I don't know if I'm gonna make it right this time... You know, when I binge, I binge in a terrible way. When I binge, I binge on meat! You know, I choke myself with chicken and beef for two consecutive days now. And when I say I choke myself with meat, I really mean it okay. I didn't had any salad AT ALL.. I am goddamn surprised myself. Who would have thought that Fauzi Rassull actually stayed away from salading for 2 days! Pizzas, Chicken Wings and all that are the kinda food which I've been avoiding but hey, I just couldn't help it. All I need to do is to place them INN my big fucking mouth and swallow them till it reaches my intestines. The side of them just make my hormones goes haywire.

God gracious, I just had a few slice of pizza earlier when I got home from a concert. Pizza is an orgasmic food, remember?

Although this is my first time binge eating after fer so many months, I kinda felt like I'm gonna be fat sooner or later. I'm so scared. I've been a self-conscious lad for so long now and god, AM I GONNA have a rounded/bloated tummy again? Dang, I'm gonna look like a geek! Everyone is going to name me a geek. I don't want to see a geek side of me. NEVER please. Ya'll know geek is ugly. Geek is soooooo fucking disgusting. I'm super stress right now.

Did ya'll know that there's a disease called binge eating disorder?? People affected are usually overweight, but not always. Like me! I'm not overweight but I kinda feel like I have this stupid binge eating disorder. This happens when you eat uncontrollably, like the food has power over you and you can't stop. These binges are often accompanied by guilt. Then you often fast to try and make up for it, and this only leads to another binge cycle. And I tell ya what! The binges will not stop on their own. Either you or me have to see a doctor, therapist, or dietitian. Binge eating disorder IS an eating disorder, just like anorexia.

I don't need any professional medical advice. I don't need any medical help of any sort, okay. They are fucked-up creatures of the world. They will ruin my life further/even more because these idiots do not encourage thinspo.

Shoot, imagine I binge eat for a month. What will I become? A bore? A bull? An anaconda snake? Fuck them all!

Tell me that's not going to happen. I just don't want to be fat! At least, not NOW. I want to enjoy life -- a skinny thinny life.

So anyway, being "underweight but healthy" does make sense, okay. Are you dumb or just being a poor geek who always eyeing for chicken meat?

Labels: Am I Fat?, Being Skinny, binge eating, Bitching, Fat, Health, overweight, Thinspiration, thinspired, thinspo

Badukadunk Alert

Fine! I'm fat. Yes I am. I starting to see badukadunk/s at my tummy. I really have no idea where the hell this goddamn badukadunk came from. I don't know if I should blame that noodle I ate yesterday. I should have shut that supermassive blackhole stomach of mine.

For your information, I already have two large canon thigh that I want to get rid of. And this fucking badukadunk is adding on to the list. This isn't fair to me.

I think I better need to watch more thinspiring videos on Youtube as of today. Or let Paris Hilton take over my brain cell! This is the only way to stay thin. I don't want to be lean. I want thin as of now okay. I'm serious about this. Mark my words. And oh yeah, "STARVING" is for emergency only. I'll do it if I need to but I won't. You do not have to worry.

Anyway, If anyhoo out there who thinks I'm in my fucking delusional world, fuck yourself first before you give me your shit okay. I want to be thin and nobody can stop me alright.

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If you have the same agenda as me, you don't have to think. Just join the "Thinspo Club"!
No, I'm not murdering you nor am I telling them to kill themselves, hunney. Haha.

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GOD! TELL ME THEY ARE THINSPIRING ME SO MUCH. I LOVE PEOPLE WHO CONTROL MY MIND.

Somehow I kinda love the westerns and why? Most westerns are that "THIN" compared to Asians if you know what I meant. I see Asians as people of a much bigger size than them (western). Am I wrong? I'm not saying Asians are fat people okay. No, they are not. If I could, I will describe Asians as lean people with meat. That's what I'm trying to say here. I just don't get it. I just don't.

Let's face it. Asians are fatter than most thin westerns. It's a fact and we can't change the point. Agreed?

Seeing mostly Asians around me everywhere I go really getting on my nerve sometimes. All they do is, eat eat eat and eat!

Labels: Am I Fat?, Badukadunk, Being Skinny, Glamourous, High Fashion, Media Attention, Skinnyfries, Thinspiration, thinspired, thinspo

Very Unfortunate

I'm not in any mood to update a pretty long post and why? I'm stress. I'm reckless right at this hour (midnight). I'm in a mess. I'm all over the place.

I'm fucken mad that my cellphone had to die so soon. With that being said, it's obvious I don't have any phones in the mean time. I don't know most of my friends/acquaintances contact number. How great! And worse, I do not have any spare phone to use tomorrow. That is so pathetic, eh? I get that.

Secondly, I think I'm going to be fat sooner or later. I swear to you. I ate noodle for the first time evar in 2 months! This is absolutely surreal. Imagine you had a bowl of noodle today. It's like you're having thousand grams of carbs. Fauzi, you consumed carbs boy. Oh my god. Oh my god. Didn't I made a vow to stay away from carbs??? I did.

Don't ask me why! Blame the hormones ya'll.

Tell me this is not happening, please.

Labels: Am I Fat?, Fat, Guilty, Hormones

I Don't Have Anoretic Issue

Look what I found inside Youtube's closet drawer earlier.
It's a 6 minutes video and please watch.

And oh, only believe the myth ok ya'll. Sorry for the stupid song that plays behind the background. I swear to you it is really annoying. It's like a stupid song for the dead.

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Thank god I don't suffer from anorexia nervosa and why???!!? I don't show any sign of psychiatric problems. Great.

For your information, I aspire to be thin and salading is my personal diet. That do not mean that I have anorexia issue okay.

Now I ask you!
Would you rather be thin or obese?

Answer me right up to my face.

Labels: Am I Fat?, anoretic, anorexia nervosa, Anorexic, Being Skinny, Blog, Thinspiration, thinspo, Views

I'm Still Fat?

Okay okay. Enough of all those birthday post in my blog. Enough of all that kiddy messages. Just kidding

Oh my god. I couldn't imagine I let the world know of my birthday in a post. I swear to myself that I would never ever try to blog on something way out of my zone. Which means, I shouldn't blog about birthday notes, birthday wishes yadda yadda yadda. This is the official blog of Fauzi Rassull. The self-duped Singapore's Only Male Bitch. The lad that love to bitch. Whatever. Just pretend nothing happened okay.

So anyway, I STILL THINK I'M FAT SOMEWHERE (I think I am) although I didn't eat anything as from noon onwards yesterday. God gracious, believe me.

Labels: Am I Fat?, Being Skinny, Bitching