Fauzi Rassull: Singapore's Only Male Bitch

Singapore's Only Male Bitch

Take that boys and girls!
STARVE to death if you want to look like that, hunney.

I REALLY MEAN IT.

It feels so great to be a lightweight championship yaw.
So go do your thang and get back to me, okay. I'll be here.

There you go bitches!!! Very very very pure Ana's ~~anorexic~~little boy, eh. I love it!

Teehee. =)

Labels: anoretic, anorexia nervosa, Anorexic, Attention, Being Skinny, Media Attention, Online Attention, Pictorial, Picture Sensation, Thinspiration, thinspired, thinspo

Welcome Welcome

A blog is a place where everyone rant. A place where everyone share some of their dirty little secrets to everyone around them. And also a platform to get people to understand ~~you~~ me as a whole! Therefore, it's not about me alone okay. I also share my experiences too. See it for yourself.

Yes, this why I'm here and I'm so glad that I am part of this blogosphere. Personally, I don't want to treat my blog as a "PERSONAL" thing. This blog exist for a reason. It's not just for everyone to read or entertain them alone. I want to make sure that people who came to my blog get to learn something. In an instance, I blog mainly about weight issues and ecetera right here. At the same time, I also thinspired these readers with some thinspirational stuff (that's why you did't see words alone in every posts) like, videos, thinspiring quotes (if any), tips, photos and so for. And again, I repeat. I'm not promoting anorexic here before anyone accuse me of that okay. I'm doing my daily job -- thinspiring people! Your Singapore's Only Male Bitch is not just an OVEREXPOSED blogger ya'll. He is your online dietitian, remember. Who would have thought, eh? **Laugh together with me.

If I could, I really want to change people's mindset about getting/being thin. Thin isn't about AONREXIC alone. It could be something else. Thin is glamourous. Thin is perfection. Thin is fashion. Look at top models and you'll know.

This is why I don't understand. People often associate thin with anorexic. Don't ever think I'm dumb enough to not know what does the term "Anorexic" mean okay. I maybe dumb at some point but hey, I'm smarter than your nanny's ass ya'll. Who are you trying to kid?

I'm not a 12 years old boy nor am I your 16 years old twink who you can kid around with alright. I'm 19 years young for everyone to know. Okay. I shouldn't have reveal or make my age public but yeah, I want to be honest in this blogcracy world.

By chance if anyone ask me if I have a dick, I will proudly answer a YES of course. I don't care. We are all humans and I'm open to anything. Weird, eh? That's me.

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And I'm gonna reveal one of my dirty little secret to hundreds of you out there.

Did you know that Fauzi Rassull is afraid of weighing scale? He is afraid of that bloody machine for goodness sake.

Labels: anoretic, Anorexic, Being Skinny, Bitching, Blog, Skinnyfries, Thinspiration, thinspired, thinspo

ANOREXIC Is Not A Word To Play With

I don't know if I should be smiling wide if anywho labelled me an "ANOREXIC". You know, I'm okay when anyone use that word if h/she knows the limit. Not when it gets to the point where they are actually truing to be sarcastic to you. Yes, it turn out funnay at first but then it's getting on my nerve after awhile. Ya'll know how Fauzi Rassull will react. He is just going to give a super fake smile right infront of you and you can never realise that he is faking it okay. No, I'm not angry in anyway nor am I pissed. I was just wondering if it's fun to play with the word "ANOREXIC" with someone (me of course) who never in my life gone through that situation before.

I never do all kind of silly yet stupid methods to get super skinny within a short period of time. For instance, digging the throat with knuckles and throw out.

Anyway, I came across this old-to-be-lady (whatever that is) at a mall yesterday. She was having a conversation with someone and out of the blue, I was mentioned in their convo.

It went something like this
"Who die? He is the one who should die. Look, he is skinny."

And after which, she laugh thinking it was super funnay. And to see me die would be the most fun of all, eh?
WHAT THE HELL.

I AM NOT ANOREXIC BECAUSE I DON'T STARVE!

(Ask me who she is in a private message and I'll tell you.)

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Before I end this. This youtube clip is super thinspirational ya'll. Those guys and those girls are thinpiring me even more yaw.

See that?
How thin is thin actually? Hahaha

See you later. I'm running late!

Labels: anoretic, Anorexic, Being Skinny, Thinspiration, thinspired, thinspo

Singapore's Only Male Bitch? Who Is He?

First thang first.
If anyone have a problem with that, tell me okay. I love comments/critics/judgements or whatever.

And oh, it's not that I ran out of topics that I had to do this okay. My blog is updated on a daily basis and there aren't any reasons that tells you that my brain didn't work. I always have something to say/blog/type/write/scream.

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Anyway, this blog has been around for almost 2 years plus but I have been blogging for almost 4 years now. So who is Fauzi Rassull??? Let me explain okay. I am a blogger base in Singapore and I run my own blog for the purpose to entertain people, bitch about people as well as to promote thinspo around for a good cause. If that makes any sense. If you don't understand a word I said, it means you're dumb than any pre-school kids. I'll elaborate more in details why I promote thinspo in this cyberspacial world. Don't get me wrong. This isn't any Pro Ana Blog okay.

Why of all, "Singapore's Only Male Bitch"?
Great. Many people are curious to know why. As ya'll already know, there aren't any male Singaporean who runs a bitching blog and have it update on a daily basis other than me, yes? Even if there are, I doubt they've won the heart of many people. *Laugh sarcastically

As I've mentioned, I entertain people who visits my blog and I also provide a few simple ways to stay thin. My tips really helps alot. I did it myself and I know it works so good.

So anyway, this is what I don't understand. People still didn't realised that weight issues/size issues are also important and something that we need to look after. No, it's not just about exercises. It's not about who you really are. I mean you know that you are much more bigger size than anyone around you. The thing is, you can't simply say "That is who you really are". Personally, that is a stupid answer ever. It shows that you are not determine enough to work your body. It clearly shows that you do not have any motivations. You simply gave up just like that. You have to be optimistic. Size really do matters. Face the reality, this is 2008!

If you know Tyra Banks, you will remember her favourite phrase which she has been using all the time.

"SO WHAT!!!" remember that ya'll?

That phrase is super delusional okay.

Let me tell you straight. Do not ever use that okay when body issues are concern and why? It's like you're saying that it's okay to have a heart disease. I'm so sure none of us want that to happen.

Labels: anoretic, anorexia nervosa, Anorexic, Be Tolerant, Being Skinny, Bones And Ribcage, Skinnyfries, Thinspiration, thinspo, Tyra Banks, Weight

I Don't Have Anoretic Issue

Look what I found inside Youtube's closet drawer earlier.
It's a 6 minutes video and please watch.

And oh, only believe the myth ok ya'll. Sorry for the stupid song that plays behind the background. I swear to you it is really annoying. It's like a stupid song for the dead.

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Thank god I don't suffer from anorexia nervosa and why???!!? I don't show any sign of psychiatric problems. Great.

For your information, I aspire to be thin and salading is my personal diet. That do not mean that I have anorexia issue okay.

Now I ask you!
Would you rather be thin or obese?

Answer me right up to my face.

Labels: Am I Fat?, anoretic, anorexia nervosa, Anorexic, Being Skinny, Blog, Thinspiration, thinspo, Views

What About Binge Eaters/Bigeratic?

This is kerazzzzyy ya'll.

This is what I call thinspirational okay!
And please, for mother of god, ignore those messages at the end part. Those messages are trying to ruin your life. Those messages are ruining your plan to be skinny. To put it simple, those are bullshit okay.

Tell you what! There are dozens more of similar videos alright.

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Enough about people being anoretic. This is not the whole point/issue I want to discuss with you idiots in general who have a troubled and corrupted mind of an alien okay.

People often relates eating disorder with anorexic and why? Anorexia occurs when a person refuses to eat or eats a very small and restricted diet. It can be dangerous, as the body does not receive all of the nutrients it needs to function and it is unhealthy. Fine. Whatever. We all know that. Who are you to kid?

What about the opposite? In other words, bigeratic and binge-eaters? Is that what you call healthy? Is that the ideal thing to do?

Come on! If anyone dares to label skinny people out there as unhealthy, look at yourself. Yes, look at yourself. Binge eaters are no different creatures alright -- you're unhealthy too.

This is what I don't understand.

There are many TV commercials aired to spread the message "Eating Disorders Kills". Where is the darn commercial about "Binge Eaters Kills" as well? Those medias, TV Ad Producers and not forgetting, the Health Organisations are all fools who stereotypes skinny people.

Just for the record, I've never come across videos of that kind yet at the moment although I'm still searching for it at every corner of Youtube's closet.

I dare anyone to make an exclusive TV Commercial spreading the message "Binge Eaters Kills Your Life Too". I dare you.

Say it with me: BIGERATICS ARE ALL UNHEALTHY.

Bye Bitch! =)

Labels: anoretic, anorexia nervosa, Anorexic, Being Skinny, bigeratic, binge eating, Fat, Health, Thinspiration, thinspo

Society Says: THIN IS THE WAY TO BE

When I come from a place of self love and self acceptance, I'm able to take care of myself. I'm able to get stronger. I'm able to move around without being disgusted with the way my body feels.

When I come from a place of self-loathing then I'm not as able to take care of myself. I don't want to move around because I don't want to feel my body jiggling, wiggling, front-butting and taking up space. I don't eat (everytime) when I feel bad about my body.

Society says that thin is the way to be. Society says that younger is better. Or rather society AGREES to those ideas that come from THE MEDIA.

Versace's gorgeous thin-ny models.

This is DIOR (skinny) Male Models.

That is thinspirationing, eh? Can I kill them for making me feel jealous of their thigh, arms, body and everything else. This is hott.

LOOK, THEY RULE THE RUNWAY YA'LL

As much as I love TV, pop culture, fashion and youth, people say that I need to love myself just as I am now. Exactly. However, not YET ya'll. I need to deal and kill those huge thigh I have right now! It is super scary.

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This is what I don't understand!
How does one learn to love the front-butt and all the sizey-ness of one's self?? You people are simply strange.

Labels: Anorexic, Being Skinny, Bones And Ribcage, Skinnyfries, Thinspiration, thinspo

Health Tips

If there are bloggers out there who blogs about fashion, there is a goddamn blogger who blogs about personal issue concerning body weight, body size and even about anorexia nervosa!

Ladies and gentlemen, he is your very own Singapore's Only Male Bitch yaw.
"Hey everyone. This is Fauzi Rassull. I want to be skinny because skinny is the new lean. I don't care what people say about me as long as I achieve my goal to be hell skinny as possible. So what if I live my life by salading most of my time? Do you even care? Because I don't!"

Ya'll know I'm being real whenever I blog. I don't lie. I don't insult people because that is so not Fauzi Rassull. Anyway, let me teach you the right way to take good care of your health. Many people say that all skinny people are unhealthy, suffers from anorexia nervosa, lack of nutritions yadda yadda yadda.. Let me tell you. Those people who labelled lean people with that kind of remarks are plainly stupid like that of a pinky with no brain. Who are they trying to kid? What they didn't realise is, skinny/lean humans are the ones that live longer and why? They are the people who are not going to suffer from any sorta diseases in the future. You know, heart diseases, cholesterol or whatever okay. And oh, please for god sake, do not listen to doctors! They are liars of the world. Trust me, skinny is healthy when you follow my steps the way it should be done okay.

And I'm being serious.

Look at the current statistic online. Look at the percentage of Singaporeans who died due to heart disease and high cholesterol. Thus, I totally gonna slam each and everyone who thinks skinny people are sick in the mind okay. No, we are not anorexic. Google the term "ANOREXIC" again and learn hard yaw!

Labels: Anorexic, Being Skinny, Bones And Ribcage

Carbohydrates And Proteins Are Evil

THEY are not overweight, but they think they are.

Excuse me, who are the "THEY" here? I'm sorry but I have to let you know that I'm not one of them okay. As you all already know, I'm not suffering from any weird sorta illness like what again? Anorexia nervosa and bulimia nervosa? Oh come on! I know myself too well. Like I've said. I know how to look after myself. Just stay away from me okay.

Besides, I don't binge on food. I don't eat as and when I like ya'll. I set my own limit for eating and I always take note of that.

This is serious.
As the saying goes, 'I am determined to stay lean, no matter what it takes'

You can call that bullshit or whatever shit you can think of okay. I don't care any shit comes outta your mouth. Whatev.

Just for the record again, I further reduced my intake of carbohydrates and fats, and consumed fewer than 1,000 calories a day ever since September 2007 and why? Well it is because my mantra says, 'carbohydrates and proteins are evil'. Thus, I should stay away from them for good. My high-protein, high-calcium and high-fibre diet consists mainly of biscuits, fresh salads and definitely not boiled vegetables. Usually, I bought salads at any fast food restaurants near or faraway from my home. They have it there and it tasted hell better than home-made salads! Trust me.

If you would to ask why the hell I don't boil vegetables at home and just eat that instead of salads because salads are super pricey.

First of all, boiled vegetables taste DISGUSTING and GROSS. Why would anyone eat boiled vegetables? Oh my god, I'd rather throw myself instead of getting tortured with boiled veggies! For me, personally, everything you do, you have to invest and sacrifice abit in order for you to feel happy later on.

Take me in an instance. I bought salads every time for my meal and that's what I meant by investing myself. If you want something to make it happen right before your eyes, the least you can do is to fork out those money and do some investment to yourself. Get it?

So anyway, I'm weighed 54kg or 55kg now. I'm standing 1.73m tall and I have a 26 inch waist ya'll. However, I have a huge thigh! You know that I super duper hate it. Why thigh exist in the first place?

SALADING IS THE INN THANG!
MEAT KILLS YOU!
WHO CARES IF ONE IS ANOREXIC??? THEY LOOK GORGEOUS.

BYE BITCH! =)

Labels: Agyness Deyn, Anorexic, Being Skinny, Bitching, Bones And Ribcage, Model, Paris Hilton, Super Model, Vegan, Views, Weight

Bloated Tummy

This is why I hate to eat. Each time when I'm done with my meal, my tummy will always bloat. Ya'll know I got my tummy bloated even if I had salad and nothing else okay. This is keraazzzy. I know ya'll not gonna believe this but I swear... okay. I don't swear but I promise it bloated.

Anyway, I just had a pack of instant noodle (only ate this for today) with many many veggies in it and a couple of cheesy biscuits (that RITZ brand) to go along with and there you go, a bloated tummy. And I hate this feeling, not sure if it's paranoid or whatever, I felt like I'm gonna be fat soon. Oh please don't! It got me stress now.

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So anyway, I was wondering if there is any sorta pad or whatever in pharmarcies that actually enable me to put it on my thigh so that my canon-sized thigh looks slimmer and smaller? I really need one for god sake. My leg looks ugly when I put my skinnies on. You know what I meant?

Labels: Anorexic, Being Skinny, Bloated, Fat

Bulimic Or Anorexic

If you tend to ask me this in the future, better not yaw. I will explain to you in a minute okay.

If you're wondering where I stand or categorise myself in, nay nay nay. No, neither am I bulimic nor am I anorexic. I don't have any symptoms of bulimia or even anorexia in the first place okay -- not even a family history of it.

I'm just obsess with the term "Thispiration". This word is not in any dictionary but hell I believe everyone knows what it meant, yes? Frankly, I'm just a little bit obsess with weight issue. That's it. Nothing more.

Reason being, I want to make sure that I fit very very well when I wear my skinny denim. Ya'll know, nothing beats perfectly when you have a large thigh like the size of a canon wearing skinny denim. That's just ain't perfect. It's just totally wrong and anyhoo will fer sure forbids that. Take note of that, please.

Nope, I'm not insulting anyone here okay hunny. This is an open discussion for all of us, especially you who have been following me all day long and keep track of my blog. I know weight issues and anything associated with it have almost become cliche to you but then again, why the hell people kept asking me this?

By asking me bulimic or anorexic is like you are actually trying to say, either way or another that I am sick in the head or am I supeerrrrr retarded!

And no I'm not!

Whatever. Just label me whatever you want okay.
Call me bitch, call me skinny skank, anorexic, bulimic, freaky, fucking gay, straight fucker or whatever you want ya'll.

I love people like you who adds new words to my vocabulary and stuff. I love it.

Labels: Agyness Deyn, Anorexic, Be Tolerant, Being Skinny, Bitching, Bones And Ribcage, Diet, Fat, Paris Hilton, Views, Weight

Lesson Learnt!

I don't know why and for once, I'm acting clumsy today. I went to get my fabulous Oriental Salad Meal earlier and place my drink inside my new gorgeous tote bag. What happened was, the drink spilled inside while I was walking towards the train station. And yes, everything were covered with lemonade when I opened the bag while I'm onboard the train heading back home. My ZARA hoodie got lemonade-d. My cash, my cards, my cellphone and everything were marinated!

I was so mad. I just felt like throwing that bag away for god sake. The bag is now sticky and disgusting.

Therefore, a lesson learnt. I shall not place any drink inside my bag for now! Everyone please take note of this. This is hell worse day of my life.

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Secondly. I want to share with you something far more interesting than this. Have anyone watch Tyra Bank Show where she invited plus-sized women to her show as a guests and then interviewed them one by one why they hate themselves for having a plus-sized body and all that?

And after all the ladies have been interviewed and after all that dramatic moments where some ladies even cried, Tyra will eventually use this technique to lift their confidence back by telling them not to make their weight/size bothers them and look on the bright side. Moreover, she had used her signature phrase "SO WHAT!" all the time to everyone who do not have that self-esteem when weight issue is concern.

I hope you've seen that clip before, didn't you?

So right now! I want to stress this. I am a huge fan of Tyra Bank (no doubt about that) and her show but there is this thing which I hate most and that is to use "SO WHAT"

Imagine someone ask you this,
"Hey Debra, you look different today. Your butt seems to grow bigger."

And you gave your reply,
"Yes I do have a bigger butt. SO WHAT!"

Personally, that reply does not make any sense. Perhaps yes for some but to me, I don't really buy that. You see, people might use that phrase to make it sound as if they do not seem to care or to make it look like they have better agenda to do and that is to love themselves and to enjoy life.

Deep down inside, they are struggling. They envy people around them. Out of the blue, green became their favourite color. Look how plastic and fake human beings can be.

Oh you know what I meant.

I'm not shooting my points to any particular maniac around me. I'm blogging on something in general where all people can learn and take note about.

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So yeap. I know and I know that I'm slender than anyone around me. I'm with a waist size 26 now. Of course I love it. I love myself more than before. Who wouldn't? I was 34" the last time and weighed at 71kg for god sake.

And now what happened? I say goodbye to all extra proteins and calciums that had made me feel disgusted with myself. It's a joy to the world. It calls for a celebration.

Anyway, enough about that and let's get to the point, shall we?

If calling you fat makes your blood boils to a hundred degree celsius, would you think label me anorexic makes me cooler?

Hello, they are both sarcasm in anyway okay. I didn't call anyone fat. But you label me anorexic due to the point that I don't eat rice, meat, or anything but salads, fruits or biscuits.

Yes you can say I'm lying but hell, I don't!

I just want to be perfect. I hate myself all the time because I look big in photos or seeing my own damn reflection. I detest and I still do right now. It's just weird at some point but heck, I'll tell you more if I need to.

Okay. Let me tell you this. It is not cool to label anywho ANOREXIC if you don't bother to know what I have been up to these days okay. Ya'll know I did not categorised my friends before because we are living things. We are god's creation. Sometimes, we shouldn't cross that border alright. Have some limit. I know you hate me because you like the way I am now. And it's like, I motivate you and give you that determination to be Fauzi Rassull. That's the reason why people always gave remarks about me. Try harder!

I'll give the least support I can.

Learn this hard. GET THIN OR DIE TRYING!!!!

I'm gonna have dinner and after which, I'll be resting.

Bye bitch!!

Labels: Anorexic, Attention, Be Tolerant, Being Skinny, Bitching, Bones And Ribcage, Diet, Envy Me, Fat, Hatred, Views, Weight

I Look Sick? Think Again

Anyone dares to tell me that I look sick when I'm skinny, I'll slit your throat okay. Why can't everyone just shut up and mind their own business. Even if I look fat, overweight or obese to you, so what?!??!! Even if I am thin, slender than your granny, skinny or not, you don't have to tell me alright.

You see it with your pair of eyes, you jolly well keep those nasty comments to yourself. I really don't need it. I just don't need it.

Hello, I do eat okay. I'm controlling my diet and that's all. You do not have any reason to tell me that I look sick because I know my health hell better than you. You're not me at all and so shut up.

I'm neither skinny nor am I thin alright. I still find myself fat whenever I look at myself in the mirror. That's a really scary thing to look at. I mean to look at your own reflection and to know that you look fat is totally not right. Agree?

And I'm trying so hard to avoid all camera shots of myself lately and why? I don't think it's the right time for photos now. I always see myself as a big and fat person in every photos. So I hope anywho out there understand the situation I'm in. I'm really fucked up right now. I'm fucken depressed. I'm not in the mood to eat. I'm disppointed with myself.

I had enough of people saying and telling me "You're sooo thin. You look sick!"
Granny told me this.
Mom told me this as well.
Even dad.
My friends too.
And worse, anonymous whom I'm not connected to, said that to me.

What is that for anyway?

Fuck you. Yes, fuck you.

This is the current photo of myself in white sleep-wear alright. Look at that leg. Gross.

And today, I had noodles for breakfast and a few digestive biscuits for dinner.

So yeah, I don't eat?
Do I heard that wrong, bitches?

p/s: I wore white because I surrender! I don't want mosquitoes to bite me anymore.

Labels: Anorexic, Being Skinny, Bitching, Thinspiration

Brit Catwalker: Agyness Deyn

I hope Agyness Deyn is reading this but hell I don't think she will.
Seriously I need to let her know that I'm a huge huge fan of her.

I like her stlye and personality and everythang. She is just amazing top model ever ya'll. Besides, she has this british funky girl look that really made ~~everyone~~ me "DIE". I love it. I do.

Can I be like her?
Please tell me I can.

AGYNESS DEYN ALL THE WAAAYYYYY

Labels: Agyness Deyn, Anorexic, Brit Catwalker, Fashion, High Fashion, Runway, Super Model, Thinspiration, Top Model

Skinny Is The Real Lean

Ok! I cleared up a few/junk emails earlier particularly from anonymous. So yeah, this is what I don't understand. I don't know how many times should I repeat this. If anyone have a problem with me, I don't mind. I don't trash you back because I don't want to be labelled as an immature creature living in this planet. I'm doing my own thing right here, get it?

Basically, one email came from this stupid country, Australia. This creature actually ask me what's my diet in a nicer way. And then, slowly that email sorta turned nasty. Get what meant here? He actually said this "You ought to stay in africa and die right there for good!"

I ought to stay in Africa? I ought to die right there? Omg. Somone actually wants me to die ya'll.

I don't know if I should take this personally. Maybe I shouldn't. This is what I always told my friends. We simply can't please everyone!

I'm upset.
I hate myself.

Oh, why would I hate myself? That's utterly rubbish.

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Anyway, just to let everyone know what I have for lunch while I'm home okay. I often had a few biscuits. I chose biscuits because I believe they are rich in calcium. And calcium is good. I also had salads most of the time (be it at home or outside) as it contains a numerous amount of fibre, nutrients as well as vitamins.

I recommend this brand! This is good. My favourite.

Just for the record, I havent't fill my stomach with rice eversince September 2007. If you're wondering why. First, rice contains carbohydrate. I have nothing against carbo at all. I still had noodles, pasta and even bread. It's not that I hate rice. I think all of you should know by now. When you eat rice and if the rice don't digest the way it should, it will turned into fats! That isn't a good thing alright. What's more, rice is a pretty heavy meal which I also try avoid ya'll.

I think everyone reading this should look after your health more while you're still young like me becuase I don't want to have any health problems/issues later.

And if there are people who thinks I am too skinny, you're wrong! I admit I slim down alot but I'm healthy. I had salads and biscuits, remember? It's not that I don't eat. It's not because I'm trying to be Nicole Richie here.

Ok. I don't wanna fake this. I admit Paris Hilton, Nicole Richie, Bryanboy and Brandon Hilton are my idol when it comes to slimming. Happy?

Labels: Anorexic, Bones And Ribcage, Diet, Envy Me, Insipiration, Paris Hilton, Rice Is Fattening, The Brandon Hilton, Thinspiration, Weight

Skinnyfries Is Skinny

Hey everyone. I always love to blog about people. I love to bitch alot, yes?

And for this post, I'm not gonna bitch nor am I gonna criticise anywho because that's not what I want to do -- at least for now. I will just show you the good side of me for this moment okay.

Anyway, let's get to the point shall we? I stumble across this lady's friendster page way few months back and I tell you what. She's beautiful. She's pretty. She look glamorous in all her photos and very much like High Fashion! I swear to life of god. This isn't a lie.

Just for the record, her friendster page is one site which I visit on a daily basis. That's a good thing. I'm addicted. I died when I look at her. I know I'm ke-razy. I'm super retarded but heck, I don't care.

You know, she's someone that you might envy with. I don't know about you but well as for me, YES. A pretty pretty pretty YES.

I think it'll be great if I upload a few photos to get you thinking who I'm talking about okay and please for mother of god, tell me you love her more than I do!

Boys and girls my dear friend, Skinnyfries a.k.a Nad!

Very thinspirationing!!!!!! I like.
I want to be her girlfriend!!!

So ya'll, more collection of her photos that will feel your stomach if you click click click to her friendster page! If you can't get through, TRY HARDER bitch!

Labels: Anorexic, Being Skinny, Bones And Ribcage, Fabulous, Fans, Fashion, High Fashion, Model, Photoshoots, Pictorial, Picture Sensation, Skinnyfries, Thinspiration

Fauzi Rassull With A 23 inch Waist. Ask My Secret!

This is one of the most shocking news for everybody. I went to try a skinny jean somewhere here in Singapore earlier and I was asked what's my waist measurement. This is the part which I hate the most. I hate to let people (be it friends or just anyone around me) know of my waist measurement. I prefer to keep it low and remain a secret because I don't think it's that important -- letting the world know of your waist size. I'm just too scared because I don't want my friends to go "What? You're fat!".

Yes, I'm hell one of a self-consious bitch. I'm just so particular with something when it's not right or if it's not up to my expectation. I know everyone will go "Fuck me" with that attitude. No, I didn't choose to be like that. I was born to have this mindset. It cannot be change. Yes I've tried to but hell, I just couldn't.

Anyway, I asked for a size 26inch for that skinny jean instead. I didn't know 26inch was hella too huge for me when I put it on. I didn't even realised that at all. I thought it's impossible for me to have a smaller waist than 26inch. Ok whatever.

So yeah, I did tried a 25inch but failed. It got to the worse; 24inch still didn't fit me at all. It's a little bit loose somewhere at the waist area that I could fit in 3 fingers in.

Imagine that a boy who has a waist size of either 22 or 23 inch? Isn't that cool?
I've got a smaller waist right now. That's what I want to tell you.

Now I dare you to ask me my secret to have a waist like that of this young boy.
And hell I tell you. It really works. No, no pills at all. This is based on my experience which really works wonder.

And oh, have anyone ever told you to have that determination when losing weight is concern?

This isn't a secret. This is my style. What I did? As you all already know by now. Paris Hilton, Brandon Hilton and Bryanb are my favourite idols. I always go up to them for inspiration, thinspiration and fashion in general. No doubt that they are skinny and thin. Let me tell you this. I find that it's easier to get clothes everywhere and anywhere when you're skinny. I find that skinny is the new lean. Skinny is a trend for some reason. And I maybe wrong somewhere. I don't care.

So I always think about my idol while I'm in the process of thinspirationing. Thank god, after 5months and 2 weeks, my wish has come true. I should thank them for inspiring me for sure.

And I want to be clear that I am not anorexic before anyone tells me.

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Enough about thinspirationing. Enough about my idols yadda yadda yadda. Pictorial galore again ya'll. This time, the photos has that watery effects and I don't know for whatever reason it turned out like that. I hate this. Don't blame me. It's not my fault.

Labels: Anorexic, Being Skinny, Blog, Bones And Ribcage, Bryanboy, Diet, Envy Me, Fauzi Rassull, Nicole Richie, Paris Hilton, Pictorial, The Brandon Hilton, Thinspiration, Vegan, Views, Weight

Why Do We Have To Insult Plus-Sized People? We Are All Humans, No?

This whole paragraph was extracted from thedailyrant (UK's website) and what is really wrong with this people? Was that an insult or what? Oh my god. Squeeze me.

We need to swear them and curse them right now. This has got to stop ya'll. How many times should I say we are god's creation unless you're one pathetic alien out of nowhere living in a jungle.

See, Fauzi Rassull is faaaatttttt too, ya'll. Look at those disgusting fats everywhere on me. You better see it right now. I'm fatter than your granny and whoever I'm compared with, I'm still fat. Urghh

Labels: Anorexic, Attention, Bag, Bitching, Blog, Disgusting, Fat, Fauzi Rassull, Lad, Model, Nicole Richie, Paris Hilton, Thinspiration, Views, Weight

Look How Fat I Was

I've been way too busy lately with important task that nears it deadlines. I need to settle some errands. I've been to town and got back at midnight. My weight bothers me. My body kills me.

Speaking of my body, urgh seriously, I need to lose pounds and pounds and thousand pounds of weight. I'm not going to lie here. I just hate myself for being too self concious these days and I don't know why. I think I'm beginning to grow into a young boy. Maybe that was the cause, me being so paranoid over sucha thing. No, this isn't a small thing okay. If you were to be in my shoe, I hella guarantee that you will for god sake understand what I meant when I said this is a bigg issue.

I suffer from weight problems eversince I'm a kid. I just realised how fat I was that time. It was totally unspeakable. Goodness, people can still say I'm cute when I'm 2000 pounds heavier than their dad. How honest was that? Lying to a young kid is really absurd. Are they blind or what?

Then, at the age of 14, I didn't really care much about my diet at all. I always said "a balanced diet" is bullshit. I regret what I said. Here I am, a young 18 year old kid, trying so hard to eliminate those fucking pounds of weight from my asshole and you know I'm doing it like hell.

I'm not going to worry much if I'm a small sized bitch because I know I won't come across any problems that associate with the way I look; whether or not this piece of top suits me or that heckuva bottom fits me perfect. Everyone knows everything fit you perfectly when you're small sized or even thin. When you're thin it clearly means, no extra bulge, fats hanging, wobbly tummy and whatever. How cool!

So yeah, I came out with my own diet plan which I've been doing and following every single day without fail (for 2 months).

1) Biscuits and more biscuits everyday ya'll.
2) It's time to say "NO" to rice if you want my diet plan to work.
3) Participating yourself in a walking marathon to keep your stomach muscle tight.
4) No exercises at all. I called it bullshit.
5) And drinking fruit juices extracted fresh is good.
6) You don't have to eat eveyrday. 5 biscuits are pretty enough.

And there you go. Dr Rassull speaks about his fabulous useful diet plan.

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Yes, I settled some errands yesterday; my credit card bill ecetera. And now what I need is, is to shop. I need to do one hella shopping again!!!! This is so fun. I think I'm going to ZARA Ladies next weekend to get some important fashion stuff.

In case you didn't know which I strongly believed you won't, shopping challenges the brain and contributes to positive self image. That is why theory have shown that women tend to live longer than men: they shop more.

Whether it's for clothes or groceries, shopping is a simple way to summarise what's good for the brain. It combines three elements that allow the brain to function better: staying physically active, challenging the brain and maintaining a positive self-image.

THIS IS THE POST WHICH YOU HAVE BEEN LONGING FOR. THE SELF-DUPED SINGPORE'S ONLY MALE BITCH TALKS ABOUT HIS PERSONAL LIFE.

Labels: Anorexic, Bi-Sex, Blog, Diet, Fashion, Gay, Hetero, Shopping, Thinspiration, Weight

The Favourite Food

Here is Fauzi's secret. Okay. I want to tell you what I love to eat the most.

I love TOAST WITH BUTTER!!!
I ate it like everyday in school, at home and at the club.

Love you ya'll.

Labels: Anorexic, Blog, Diet, Thinspiration, Weight